It's better to love and to lose, so they say then never have loved at all
                                                                           So don't hang around feeling sad, looking down
It's a lesson, you might as well learn
You give and you get, you live and you let,no-one said it was easy
You never look back, never ever regret,letting go it's not easy
What is up without down or the lost without found;what is love without a little pain?

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

The Last Entry

活著便快樂麼 某某暗戀我 應該笑麼
事實上我亦想過 接受更加好過 
潛在的陰影未過
 

永遠孤單也不怕 是否使你驚訝
你到底有什麼好 逼得我念掛 
路過的 幾多位都不算差 
全城朋友妒忌著我嗎 
我為何流下眼淚 你清楚嗎  

受了傷 傷口死不肯結疤 仍然迷信 
終於等到她 遭到你欺詐

但放棄理論因不想逼你
 我很想嬲你 但是太自覺怕變小器

 舊日我或太盡力遊戲 明白你 也就原諒你

4年幾o既時間  心血  感情
我決定放棄了
將來o既生活應該o係第2度重新開始
如無意外  呢個xanga應該唔會再用

朋友們 遲d慢慢subscribe返你地呀下~!


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

 

 

沒有崩潰的藉口 誰願安慰一塊石頭
但我如何強捍 難受也總有淚流
兩腳也僵化了 我等你有多久
頑石可一敲即碎 無奈有誰能看透
多得我逆來順受

 

底線似乎愈SET愈低
不知仍可接受幾多

我當自己透明 觸不到前路看不清
明知約定 都不會出現
為了不想失去 盡量捱下去

 



Tuesday, February 13, 2007

久違了的XANGA 我又返黎喇 (喂又係呢句)
冇錯 睇黎我每次打XANGA都會有呢句出現

2月13
喂 又到左山窮水盡o既時間喇
不過今個月唔知會唔會快左少少呢
好彩有個新年幫補下家計

話說依家係lunch time o係公司
又話說我銀包家下得返10蚊雞
話說銀行離公司好鬼遠 又冇"咁" $喎
咁所以呢 依家就係冇野食又冇野做好得閒
所以呢就上黎探望下我個日記丫唔係 係月記

但又好肚餓喎 咁就拉下我個食物櫃桶睇下有咩可以擺得落肚
點知真係俾我發現左1包餅乾仔
簡直係沙漠中的1點水呀!

仲有幾日就係新年
而呢幾日亦都係我同大b小別o既日子
唔知我夜晚會唔會唔慣訓唔著呢?
又唔知呢個小別會唔會勝到阿新婚呢?
不過 我知佢一定係好期待呢幾日
因為佢心諗:
"哇哈哈 我終於可以脫離佢o既魔掌 我終於自由喇
我終於唔駛再對住佢喇 真開心呀哈哈哈"

........................
唉 !  灰呀

p你個s. 返埋听日放假 yeah!不過節目係o係屋企執野 =_="""
當堂灰左....


Monday, February 05, 2007

 

今日成屋人
兩個放假
1個唔舒服返返屋企

結果係成屋人齊齊訓覺
得我1個要返工好可憐
點解我冇得放假留o係屋企
齊齊大覺訓o既呢????

 


Saturday, February 03, 2007

悶。

每日重覆又重覆
相同時間 相同地方 相同程序 相同步驟 相同動作
機械式的生活
非常刻板

以前日日行夜夜行行到唔想再行
行到合埋眼都識行o既銅鑼灣
已經唔知幾耐連半隻腳都冇踏足過佢o既範圍內

1d應該值得開心o既事都好似冇咩特別
1d唔可以變成習慣o既好似已經漸漸成為習慣
中間就好似失去左d野
唔識形容
唔想但唔知可以點亦唔係我可以控制之內
只知道 長此下去實冇好野

工作上幾日以黎不斷俾人轟炸
做得好又係咁唔好又係咁
唔做係咁做都一樣係咁
壓力大到每日起身o個1刻就係坐o係度諗
今日返去例牌又係俾人轟炸
但無奈地都係要抖大氣落床洗面刷牙換衫迫巴士返工
真係無奈到有dd想喊o既感覺

今朝打左個電話然後覺得隻手好多異物
先醒起以前日煲夜煲o既電話
已經唔知幾耐冇用過
以前日開夜開玩到唔願訓o既電腦
1個禮拜都唔知有冇開兩次
每次都唔知有冇用超過半個鐘
歌冇時間听 xanga冇時間打 人地xanga冇時間睇 msn冇時間玩
朋友你地最近點?朋友你地去左邊?
除左生活習慣明顯唔同左之外
的而且確 最受惠係dadi mami 幫你地慳左唔少電費

以前月中諗定下個月頭有$可以買乜買物買lee買lo
月尾偷笑地倒數仲有幾多日就有$可以去邊去邊
依家月頭已經擔心定下個月夠唔夠$洗
出左糧都唔敢買野唔想行街因為都係個句
"唔知糧尾點算"
唔知點解d$可以好似倒水咁倒
點解會咁點解會咁點解會咁點解會咁
明明收入多過以前點解都會咁
點解點解點解點解?????

原來細個讀書為左大個賺$養家
背後o既生活就係如此苦悶
就係咁。
所以 年青人 唯有認命吧

精神能量: -100
開心指數: 0

原來兩年前日思夜想夢寐以求日夜追求的日子
就是這樣
再問問自己 : 值唔值得?
1句 : 值得。

我以上所打o既所"慎"o既 你地所睇o既所听o既
可以抹哂佢當冇打過冇睇過
咩都冇發生過

p.s 不過同b諗今晚食咩同煮飯仔o個陣 仍覺幸福

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away

And I don't know
How to be fine, when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make the feeling stop

There's so much I can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look the other way

This emptiness is killing me

b....
Feel so sorry to make you feel there's sth changed on me.
       Feel sorry to make you unhappy when u're being w/ me..
but one thing i want you to know is...

i feel you've changed and dun cherish me as muh as b4..
so do u understand wht's the problem between us? 



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